I stand here looking about my brown eyes glistening in the sunlight. My tears collecting in my eyelashes as I see you with her. I look away unable to breathe as I play with the small ring on my finger. You said you would stay forever but I guess forever wasn't long enough. I walk over to the both of you and wish you two a happy life as my heart breaks. I look away as you two send a secret smile. A joke glistening in your eyes as I feel like I have stepped into something that wasn't for my eyes. I kick the ground my hair falling infront of my face hiding my sadness as you laugh and joke around loving on the woman I thought as a friend. I turn my back on you both only to have you grab my arm and tell me to stay. I smile weakly turning back around trying to be okay with what the truth was but all I could feel was anger and sadness grabbing my heart and squeezing it until I can't take it anymore. I walk over to the lake sitting down looking at the water lap at the edges as you two sit together wrapped up into a warm embrace as I feel the ring on my finger getting tighter as I try to pull it off your laughter getting louder as I squeeze my eyes shut trying to avoid the tears from falling as the past comes back in full view. The way you looked at me as you proposed right at this very same lake. The way you held me just the right way when I was sick and just not feeling the greatest. Tears streaking down my face as I remember the way you would go and whisper "I love you" in my ear. I scream out as you turn towards me curiousity in your eyes. I jump up as your lover tries to catch me. My eyes red from crying as I scream and disappear from that spot. Running into the woods I rip a bottle of pills out of my bag and take them all as I collapse to the ground crying whispering "I love you" into the wind. The silence that follows cuts deep as I black out. Never to know if you made it with her or if you found another. My cold body left on the ground decaying never to be found. Never to be missed again. Tell me...do you regret a thing or wish this happened long ago?